Delusion of The Naive

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i wanted it to be special
i want to keep it in an pure and untouchable state
preserving it
and to a certain extent
i allow myself to reject reality
believing that
it would only contaminate it
because of that
i was blinded
i had become more and more absorded into my own idealistic world
and consequently
abandoning the reality
the truth

i want it to be perfect
to preserve its beauty and pureness
and if i think i would not be able to deliver the perfection
i would just leave it there
not wanting it to be contaminate
not wanting to make mistakes
not wanting to try

what a fool i was to think of it that way
hello!
wake up dude!
i am not living in a ideal world
eventho it isn't as wonderful as the prior world
it is time to face the reality
so that now
i am walking amid the truth




"life isn't so sweet without the sour"
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